I'm Amanda Buenviaje. I'm still trying to figure things out. I'm desperate for understanding, yours and my own.

"10 bucks says you don't have it in you, to conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to. You are careening shamelessly into oblivion. You will live alone with your chemicals and gin. We were born and raised the same way, so what gives you the right to say. At least I'm not a liar. At least I'm not a cheat. At least I don't care what these god damn mindless people think of me."
- The Dutch Courage, The Spill Canvas.